Hello! I’m told that everyone fears not being liked and that it’s impossible to be liked by everyone. These statements however correct, aren’t comforting. You see, I’ve always been self-conscious and I’ve always been shy. These things put together with my anxiety make socialization very difficult. I’m not worried about being the most popular girl on… Continue reading The Constant Fear| Part One
Hello! So I’m writing this post when I should be studying but you have to strike when the inspiration is hot. Right? Friday night was possibly the worst night I’ve had in a long time. To help with my anxiety I had been taking one medication. Recently however, it stopped being effective so since it… Continue reading Extremely Scary Experience.
Hello! Spring break is over! I’m back at college and classes start-up tomorrow morning at a crisp 9:05am. School starting up means there are classes that need attending. It also means that my posting schedule on here is going to change quite drastically. I’m going to try for 3+ posts a week from here on… Continue reading First year of college: The Final Leg
Hello! March was by far the most productive month for me, book wise so for this year. I read a lot for class and a few books for my own enjoyment. Some of them I absolutely loved, others I really wished I could have stopped reading them. Here is my list: The Importance of being… Continue reading Books I read in March
Hello! Remember when everyone used Facebook? And it was constantly full of lyrics and quotes? Remember how annoying those couples were that would constantly post song lyrics and sappy love notes to each other? I’m afraid I’m one of those people. You see, I’m in a really happy relationship. So now whenever I hear love… Continue reading “That person”
Hello! As my fellow anxiety sufferers will understand, forgetting is not an easy thing to do. In a conversation with my boyfriend earlier when asked what I do when something is causing me anxiety, he replied, “You’d try to forget.” That got me thinking about what I remember and what I don’t and how that… Continue reading The double-edged sword.
Hello! As a child, teenager, and really all through adulthood we’re told to avoid strangers. Walk away, scream, ignore. If you’re going to meet a stranger, meet in a very public place. Within a week of starting college, I took a hike with a strange boy that I barely knew. Luckily for me, it ended… Continue reading Walking into the woods.
Hello! Today’s been a sort of reading day for me. I woke up at 6:40 to go grocery shopping with my dad, after that I fell asleep until twelve and since then I’ve been reading. I haven’t had a day like this in a while and it feels great even though now I have a… Continue reading Reading and baking
These walls used to inspire me. They used to foster within me the ability to complete any assignment. Now as I sit at my desk to write a paper, my mind blanks. My fingers hover over the keys ready to start, but they don’t. The empty word document shines white, fresh and ready to go.… Continue reading These walls.
Hello, Today I took an adventure…to the doctors. You see, for the first time ever I walked into the office by myself. Sure my Dad drove me, but he didn’t enter with me. I was so ready for this appointment. I had gotten up on time, my hair was curly from a braid, and I… Continue reading Doctors|Adventures of shy girl